it's okay not to be okay.

Sometimes you're just so angry,stressed out,and confused,and you feel like your head is about to explode..all those feeling just turn into tears and then people just think you're weak yet they don't even know what you're going through..

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silly me.

Silly me.

Thinking i could ever get 'better'.

mentally drained~

tired of being tired, tired of 

being mentally drained..

Stuck...

i'm stuck being sad and i don't know how to change because it doesn't work when i try and then things just get bad again..

speechless

i don't know what to write.. i don't know what to say i wish i was happy or mad or anything except this rotten feeling that never goes away

no tittle.

i've many questions that i want to understand but the earth cant speak and i dont know if the earth would even have an answer...

battle.

even if you "recover",even if you have good days,even if you feel happy sometimes,depression is a constant battle that may never end..

mostly~

What i miss is,
Laying in your bed
wearing your shirt
smelling like your body wash
with your arms wrapped around me
like a
blanket..

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Easier said than done~

quit.

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05 July 13 - 12.22pm

We can return back all of the things they bought us..

We can return back all of the money we owe..

But how about all of the memories..??

How about the shadow that lingers everywhere,

every second and the worst part is 

 everything we do just remind us of them... 

We cry ourself to sleep at night,even sleeping pills doesnt help..,

we do everything that related to them 

and feeling happy even we know they dont even care...

.after all,what's left..?? - the photograph , memories and broken-dreams...

Nightmare.

Nightmare is when in your dream you are loved by the person you love,suddenly you wake up and realize it was just a dream...

23.11

Aku rindu kamu,sayang.maafkan aku...

                         (Kpj Ampang Puteri,23.11.12)

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