Damailah.
Aku rindu orang-orang tua dalam hidup aku.
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Al-fatihah untuk yang telah lama pergi dan untuk jiwa sendiri.
Memory lane.
I wish memory don't fade overtime. I hate how i kept forgetting about everything and everyone... like they only exist in a faint dream i had. No matter how hard i tried keeping them alive through my memory alone, i know they will fade away, just like how i did. When one day, when i meet all of them, would they forgive me for forgetting ? Would i forgive them for doing the same ? I just want them to know that i tried. I really did.
I’m trying to be perfect. I’m trying to be good. I’m trying to be what you want. I’m trying to be beautiful. I’m trying to fit everyone’s standards. I’m trying to be happy. I’m trying. I’m trying. I’m dying. But you don’t even know. Everyone don't even know.
We always seem to forget that everything is temporary. I mean, yeah okay, it crosses our minds once in a while and we might do something daring and out of our comfort zone but when that moment passes, it gets stored away in the back of our minds and we continue living our lives as if there are plenty of tomorrows waiting for us. We postpone our feelings and words to another day, another week, another month, another year. Everything is temporary. Forever is an empty promise.
