Fuck

There's so much things going through my mind. So much things that I wanted out of my head. But why couldn't I let it out? Why can't my mouth open up to let me scream it? I wanted to yell but my mouth won't let me. Instead of saying it, I hid it. I faked it. Showing to everyone that I'm fine. And now, I wanted to cry. Even my eyes won't let me. The stress, the pressure and everything. And I faked it all. So that no one can see what I felt. Now not even my mask can fool anyone. I wanted to let it all out. I wanted to let everyone know but I couldn't bring myseld to do so. But then, I only hurt myself more than ever.