Mujahadah.

Allah..... mujahadah itu pahit kerna syurga itu manis.....

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Bolehkah golongan kita berkahwin? Punya zuriat, hidup dijalan yang Allah redha?

Jawapan aku, yang juga kudapat dari seorang kawan.

Tiada yang mustahil bagi Allah.

Pertamanya, tinggalkan kekasih mu yang tidak diiktiraf dunia dan akhirat. Jangan beralasan tanggungjawab kerana kawan. Bila sahaja kau pernah merasakan dia lelaki mu atau dia isterimu itu tandanya kau di jalan yang tidak benar. Tinggalkan dia. Maaf, keras ayatku.  Tapi, untuk apa aku berlapik lagi, sampai bila?

Keduanya, lengkapkan solat dan aurat. Usaha, usaha hingga mati.

Ketiga, cari ilmu, dengan ilmu kau akan semakin dekat dengan tuhan dan orang-orang yang baik.

Cukup, buat tiga ini dulu. Inshaallah kau akan temui yang lain. Andai salah satu langkah ini kau gagal istiqamah, atau tidak buat, tapi terusan meroyan akan nasibmu, akan jodohmu, akan rumitnya hidupmu..tandanya kau yang memilih itu semua. Kau yang memilih engkar.

note: Dalam 3 peringkat ini kau akan menderita, tapi yakinlah Allah bersama orang-orang yang berjuang.

- http://malaikatsisigelap.blogspot.com/2014/08/engkar-mungkir.html?m=1

Pengakuan ke-sejuta kali.

Ya, ini pengakuan yang ke sejuta kalinya. Aku pernah dan masih cintakan dia yang telah pergi meninggalkan. Mustahil bukan ? Yah... tapi mana mungkin aku lupakan cinta pertama. Segalanya yang pertama.

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Terjaga dari lena bersama mimpi tentang dia bersama yang baru datang melawat di tempat belajar. Kelihatan sangat bahagia. 

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Aku tahu mereka sangat bahagia. Aku juga turut mendoakan kebahagian kalian berdua. Cukuplah cinta memisahkan teman baik. Beradulah bersama bidadarimu :)

Fix you.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I will try to fix you

TigaDalamSatu

theme blog yang entah apa-apa. sendiri tengok pun pening. disaster. ya ya lepas final aku tukar balik. janji. jangan membebel lagi okay ? #muahciked kah kah kah

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baru lepas jalan jauh keliling campus semata-mata untuk duit. dan..... atm rosak so terus menghala ke library. apa kau gelak ? aku memang rajin. haiyya ala' najah kawan :)

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kekasih yang dulu hilang kini dia telah kembali pulang. akan ku bawa dia terbang damai bersama bintang *nyanyi-nyanyi*

semalam aku pergi join theater Princess Sofia under pre-school students. Dan aku nampak se-sosok tubuh sama sebijik dengan "suatu yang pernah". nahhh betullah ada tujuh orang yang sama dalam dunia nie. *senyum* tapi tak tegur pun. malas nak bergaul. anddddd ya know what ? dia orang sekampung dengan aku, ( hasil dari stalk beliau punya insta) . *fliptudung*

Petua.

Petua orang dolu-dolu, kalau nak dijauhkan dari sebarang bala, pakai "anak" terbalik. Jadi harinie, aku cuba. Semoga tak kena kondem gila-gila. Aminnnnnn.

Tenuk.

3.11am, wed.

Seminggu lebih saja lagi untuk final yet still got 5 assignments to be submitted. Dan.... petang nanti micro teaching. Mampuslah.

Goodbye my lover.

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Battle scars.

Wounds heals but scars don't fade. They tells untold stories and pains. Battle scars will never change nor fade. They'll stay there to remind you what and with you were once.

One night stand.

Malam kedua. Berseorangan di bilik hotel. Kegersangan belaian kasih sayang.

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Baca : selama dua malam terpaksa berseorangan di bilik hotel. Parents di bilik hadapan dan sisters bros di bilik paling hujung. Jadi aku fe-feeling like a slave. Kah kah kah macam celaka statement tersebut. Selamat malam !

Goodbye.

Where did you go, the you who just passed me by and left?

Are you doing fine, at a place without me by your side?

Hoping you’ll come back, the times I’ve waited for you

I’ll let it go now, I’ll forget you now

The beautiful times we had, they’re all memories now

The tears I shed when I missed you like crazy

Hoping you’ll come back, time stood stagnant

I’ll let you go and leave now, goodbye

Couldn’t you find it, the road that leads back to me?

Should I wait a little while more, should I wait here a little longer?

Hoping you’ll come back, I waited all this while

I’ll let it go now, I’ll end it for real

My love for you that I held on so tightly, is slowly dissipating

The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing

Hoping you’ll come back, time has stood stagnant

I should erase it all now, for real

My love, it ends right here, this never-ending yearning

Stuck in my throat, I couldn’t say it

Those heartbreaking words of parting

All my beautiful memories of you, it’s leaving me right now

Like falling tears, my love is slowly dissipating

The me that went crazy missing you, is gradually changing

Hoping you’ll come back, time stood stagnant

I should erase it now, for real

Should erase it now,

I should forget you now, goodbye