Leaf.

Sometimes I sat here and wonder for a brief moment if only we didn't go our separate ways, we would still be together and I might still be telling myself it's alright to live on with the pain and insecurities as long as you're with me. That it's worth enduring all of that as long as we're together. I used to think we're different from other people. That you meant when you said you don't know what you'll do if we just crumbled just like that but in the end, we're the same as other people. But maybe that's my fault too. I didn't regret what happened but if I could go back, then maybe I would undo what fate was written but in this lifetime, love is a big illusion. I will live the rest of my life with the memories you gave but I also don't want to fade from your memories just like that because to me, you're still my other half. Yet to realize that you're the "other's" half now, make me fall to the ground.