Gelap malam.
I didn't feel very well lately, sort of something getting worse day by day. I don't know why, is it because i realized that i don't achieve any self-improvement through out these years or over-thinking has been lead me into this ?
If you want to know your true strength, dare yourself to do something different, they said. Have you ever try to do something out of your habits, but at last the result are doom, and you know that's not what you're suppose to get. You got so frustrated and the people around keep blaming you, as they started to compare you to the others and judging you for the way you are.
well, you guys should be clear on something i guess. i chose to be here, the fucking place where i don't even have a flash of. i DO have a doubt but things happen, i can't keep blaming myself for my own choice. back to past 2 years ago, what do you expect from eighteen years old girl, disuruh untuk belajar di tempat yang dia lansung tiada keinginan, dalam erti kata lain takde hati pun nak belajaq kat situ. dekat sana dia rasa takde life, tak nampak apa yang dia nak capai, kosong. haa kan senang nak explain.
i've failed once, and that was my biggest mistake i ever did in life, which i disobey my parent's urge and decided to came to this place. i will do my best to make it right, even Thomas Edison only succeed through out thousands trial. things happen for a reason, right ? now i know what i want to achieve in the next 10 years and what i want to achieve by the time i'm 30, insya Allah. I will be brave, and i put my trust on Him. i won't step back because i know He will grant my dream.
If you want to know your true strength, dare yourself to do something different, they said. Have you ever try to do something out of your habits, but at last the result are doom, and you know that's not what you're suppose to get. You got so frustrated and the people around keep blaming you, as they started to compare you to the others and judging you for the way you are.
well, you guys should be clear on something i guess. i chose to be here, the fucking place where i don't even have a flash of. i DO have a doubt but things happen, i can't keep blaming myself for my own choice. back to past 2 years ago, what do you expect from eighteen years old girl, disuruh untuk belajar di tempat yang dia lansung tiada keinginan, dalam erti kata lain takde hati pun nak belajaq kat situ. dekat sana dia rasa takde life, tak nampak apa yang dia nak capai, kosong. haa kan senang nak explain.
i've failed once, and that was my biggest mistake i ever did in life, which i disobey my parent's urge and decided to came to this place. i will do my best to make it right, even Thomas Edison only succeed through out thousands trial. things happen for a reason, right ? now i know what i want to achieve in the next 10 years and what i want to achieve by the time i'm 30, insya Allah. I will be brave, and i put my trust on Him. i won't step back because i know He will grant my dream.
*baru lepas unpacked. Suddenly Melody (si kecik housemate) came in and asked me where will my first date be at ? The zoo, of course. Then, coffee.
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